Yes, looking at your chart, I understand it feels like the enigma must be solved and there is a certain amount of desperation.

Your numerology destiny number is a 7, a number where answers generally are found within. Both your heart's desire and personality numbers are 8, a number of being in control and desiring to know exactly what steps to take to reach specific goals.

First of all, let me mention that numbers are neither lucky nor unlucky. They just exist. However, the reaction to certain numbers can cause events that are seen as lucky or unlucky. Similarly, belief that certain numbers are lucky or unlucky will predispose a person to see circumstances and events through that belief filter and even attract circumstances and events that align with the belief.

My hunch is your need to resolve the question is what causes more and more numbers to be seen. When the first question wasn't resolved satisfactorily, events in your life, along with your subconscious, directed your attention to ever more numbers, providing additional ways to approach the question, in an attempt to help you solve the mystery.

Probably when 11:11 and 111 have been solved to your satisfaction, the number of "seeings" will slowly diminish. The numbers will still be in your environment, just like they always have been, and you'll still notice them from time to time, but the feeling that seeing the number must have a meaning is likely to diminish.

With all the research you've done, you know that different people put different meanings to seeing those numbers. Also that people will repeat what others said because it sounds right to them – whether or not they've thought it through or personally experienced the rightness of the answer.

Here are some things to consider, related to the numerology meanings or essences of 11:11 and 111:

• The number 1 is the self number. Self-sufficiency, self-determination, aloneness, and independence.

• The number 11 is a spiritual number. Intuition, teaching, and charisma. The number 11 also has the cooperation, teamwork, and diplomacy characteristics of the number 2 and a good dose of the vibrations of the number 1.

• A number doubled, as in 11:11, intensifies the vibration of the doubled number.

• The number 111 is a number of inspiration, creative self-expression, and optimism similar to the number 3, but with a strong dose of independence and the other aspects of the number 1 thrown into the mix.

Perhaps those definitions will help to find your personal answer.

The articles listed at the seeing numbers repeatedly index also may help. Some of the articles may seem to be irreverent. But they are all valid points of view.

After understanding the different ways to approach it, you'll be in much better position to solve the mystery.