Habit and Repetitive Numbers

Question:
Hello, first off I want to say I think numerology is interesting and even fun, but I retain that that is all I believe for years now. Yet since I learned of numerology I developed a small habbit of adding numbers in my head, whether it's someone's name or phone number. I notice what hotel room number I have and seat at the theater quite often. I don't act on the numbers I see or let it have much influence at all over any descions I make. I think it's a funny habbit I have developed for maybe the same reason some are supersticious. I would like to believe the universe can talk to me and there's a way to understand it, but I'm an open minded skeptic, possible yes but unlikely.

My number adding is what I lean on when I am feeling unsure and I want someone to give me an answer I'm having trouble finding on my own. My favorite number is 9, I feel good when something I'm doing has this number. My second favorite number is 6. Like many I'm sure, I do a lot of number adding in regaurds to love mostly, beause quite often I want answers right away that I know only time can give me,I am not famous for patience. Love is the area in my life I feel the most unsure, and it is important to me. I had a realtionship with my high school sweetheart for 5 years. It ended, and I began a new relationship on [date removed] with a [name removed], born [date removed]. He wants to build a future with me and become engaged.

But here's why I'm here and my question. A habbit I deem silly or not, I have been seeing this number a lot, 11:11 or 1:11, most often it is 11:11. It has been happening so much at crucial moments and feelings. Whether it is a fight I am having with my new sweetheart or I am bursting with joy at how good I feel about this new love. This number has now happend so many times I've decided even as a huge skeptic I cannot ignore it anymore or just think "huh" and move on. It has happened so many times at important moments it has become very eerie... and the feeling that accompanies the number is strong, like something is happening, something big and I don't know what it is... please help, this number is appearing so much... it is starting to scare me. What could 11:11 mean? Also I've been noticing more 4's in my life than I ever have and for whatever reason, I don't really like the number 4, if that means anything. Thank you.

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