I'm sorry for your loss.

The number 1, 11, and 4 correlate to positions of your numerology chart, which may be one reason you're waking to see those clock times as much as you are. I don't see the number 44 in your chart, though. Perhaps the 4:44 time is there because it's a reflection of the 1:11 number repetition.

The number 1 is both your personality number and your life path number. The number 11 is your heart's desire number. And the number 4 is your power number.

Use those links to read about the numbers and the numerology chart positions. They may reveal something or nudge a realization that has meaning for you.

The links at the index to repetitively seeing certain numbers articles may also contain nuggets.