Let me suggest using the name as first recorded at your birth.

Once you have lived that name and understand it's vibrations and feel comfortable with it, then, if there are certain aspects of the name you wish to enhance or decrease in volume, only then actively consider a name change. Consult with a numerologist to find a name or variation of your current name that provides the vibrations you are looking for.

Every number interacts with all the other numbers of your name and birth date. Influences of certain number positions change in predictable cycles.

Changing a name without competent professional guidance can have unintended and unwanted consequences.

See the PDF book Doing Your Own Name Change with Numerology (direct download link) for information about name changes and how to do them.