Constantly Seeing 1234

Question:
I constantly see 1234. I have been told it means I am resisting change in something but I cannot for the life of me figure it out. I am expecting my third child (due [date removed]) with a man I've been on and off with for 7 years now (with a steady relationship for the last two of those years). I quit my full time job as a phlebotomist to stay at home with my kids, the oldest in first grade. I have gained quite a bit of weight but can't change much in that I'm pregnant. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to change.

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