What is my ideal career?

You're able to fit in with most types of careers, assuming you have the education for the ones you choose. However, those that allow you either to work independently, work as a researcher, or be a leader of a work group would be best -- especially if the work has a high probability of benefitting mankind as a whole. Sharing a leadership role would work, too, so long as it is indeed shared and you don't feel that leadership is taken away from you.

Although you put yourself forward as a creative person, creativity has recently (as of two years ago) begun to be a bit of a challenge for you -- music, painting, sculpting, decorating -- the types of creativity having a direct effect on the senses. Overcoming the challenge may require a re-evaluating of personal importances.